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help, i’m alive.

Yes, ya bish is back. In what capacity, I’m still figuring that out…

It’s only been a few weeks, but 28 feels better than 27 ever did. I spent much of the previous year preoccupied with my own mortality – even quit smoking for good and abstained from alcohol for several months; it was a dry summer. On my way to a job interview, a deer hit meContinue reading “the rumble where you lay”

In no particular order…

five films I adore. If you ask me my favorite movies, I generally default to Heathers, Romeo + Juliet, and A Goofy Movie. However, these are five that would make, like, my top twenty for sure. (Mind, these particular stories are very heteronormative and pretty damn white, but beyond that…) Comet (2014) – currently onContinue reading “In no particular order…”

i updated my privacy policy

It’s been two weeks since I’ve spoken to the one person I’ve communicated with almost every day for nearly two years. I’ve never really talked openly about my relationship because I’m terrified of jinxing it. This far into it and, yes, I keep thinking about messing it up. Besides, there’s not much I believe inContinue reading “i updated my privacy policy”

i’m five hours early to the airport. looking at the growing crowd in my terminal, there may be flights arriving and then leaving my gate before my flight. the woman seated next to me has apple care on speakerphone trying to troubleshoot why her wifi won’t connect. my gate clearly isn’t big enough for theContinue reading

april.

i’m in the mood to write a book and get a tattoo. i can neither afford nor justify spending money on a tattoo now or in the coming months, but i can write, so… (this is no april fools. i really might just sit down and write a goddamn novel)

age.

i found my first grey hair this morning. almost two and a half months after i turned 27 and a few days into the new year. i’ll admit i’ve been having a rough go at it, overlap from the previous year. financial issues, relationship issues, life being what it is. but that grey strand, perkedContinue reading “age.”

tennessee take two.

Sometimes your friend will call you while you’re napping and ask if you’ll ride up to Tennessee with him – an hour before he’s going to leave. Say yes.

#RoadToRovira

To think I almost let a sinus infection keep me from the trip of a lifetime… I loved it there, but you couldn’t pay me enough to drive those mountain roads again.

nothing was the same.

i have a lot of thoughts about a lot of things. situations i’ve been in, people i’ve known, the mountains of feelings i’ve left unsaid… there is so much i want to say, apologize for or justify and not apologize for. i want to publicly talk about things i’ve been harboring so i can cutContinue reading “nothing was the same.”